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You know what I honestly wonder why I bother.

You try and be yourself you know??

Try and be "all you can be" but when you offer the aspects of benifit of yourself to other ppl such as kindness or protection or anything they throw up cages and wall's.

Obviously I'm not nosy or anything like that I just like helping ppl and hell when they put up these defence's it's cool it is not my place to pry.

BUT when you can see someething behind their eye's and you know to some extent you may be able to help them and they PERSIST on not letting on you can only throw up your hands and admit defeat.

you give up but you never give up on them.

welcome to my world

dark and decadent it may be

you can spread your wings here

no pretense needed around me

I'll listen to you always

and offer sound advice

I won't poke in your affairs

nor meddle in your life

but when you leave this place

where you feel safe and secure

i'll lock myself inside me

and ask for no more

i never wanted to feel

I never wanted to care

but these annoying "talents"

Like the darkness they are there

they never let me rest

or give a lil peace

but would I get rid of them??

No.

being human has its price

I embrace who i am

as much as it tears my soul

I can suffer the heartache

but I'll always do it alone

I have tasted the flesh of fallen angels

it tasted sweet, and was a lil bit painful

Got no regrets about what I did

been fucked up since I was a lil kid

Got no remorse or conscience today

I'm gonna fight to win and live my way

Y'all never understand me, do I look like I care??

if you gonna look at me be filled with fear

I won't do no harm from the back

if I'm comin for y'all its a frontal attack

don't fuck with me I know you won't win

I'm jus an ill brother

Committed to SIN ;)

:) be happy and the rest will follow if not jus sit back kick back smile and think nasty lil evil thoughts or jus be happy that your alive and you can smell the rose's goddamn life is cool as ice summtimes..........................................................maybe cooler :)

If youre ugly, I'm ugly too

In your eyes the sky's a different blue

If you could see yourself like others do

You'd wish you were as beautiful as you



And I wish I was a camera sometimes

So, I could take your picture with my mind

Put it in a frame for you to see

How beautiful you really are to me



Ugly, ugly

All of us just feel like that somedays

Ain't no rainbow in the sky

When you feel u.g.l.y.

And that?s ugly, yeah, yeah, yeah



Ugly, ugly

All of us just feel like that somedays

Ain't no rainbow in the sky

When you feel u.g.l.y.

And that's ugly, ugly

All of us just feel like that somedays

Ain't no cure that you can buy

When you feel u.g.l.y.

And that?s ugly



So, if you?re ugly, I?m ugly too

If you?re a nut, then I must be a screw

If you couls see yourself the way I do

You?d wish you were as beautiful as you

I wish I was as beautiful as you



I'm sick of ppl telling me they are ugly when they ain't be it here in in my life beuty is not alwayz the same or in the context you may bellieve I mean i have female friends that i would NEVER go out with (not my type) but they still beutiful :) I jus wish everybody could be happy with themselves :0

Look in the darkest recesse's of your mind

There I am

Darkest evil since the dawn of time

There I am

I'm in you all waiting to snap

I am there

Fuck with me I won't take no crap

Fear me? you really should

I'm in you all I'd kill if I could

I have no honuor

or any reason to care

You fear yourself

Because I AM THERE

I never ask much in fact i barely ask 4 anything as it is but right now i ask for one thing.

I don't wanna dream for a while jus for a lil bit right now I my only escape from reality but right now it ain't helpin me out so I jus don't want to dream.....................please?